I was thinking of going back to work, Doc said I could try a 3-4 hour shift. Unfortunately in my job that is not even a possibility. My job requires me to be on my feet for 6-8 hours at a steady fast pace, with very little sitting. So I decided to try something else. My Husband and I took the kids to the Zoo instead, we were there for 3 hours walk a slow steady pace, stopping often to take pic or rest my legs or eat lunch. It was very tiring and I was exhausted by the time we finished. By they night I was in so much pain I could hardly stand myself, all I could was lay in bed crying while I was waiting for my pain meds to kick in. It took me nearly 3 weeks to recover for that wonderful family trip, one I would do all over again just so I can see the kids excited faces.

So now I’ve spoken the my Doctor and I’m aware that that I cannot return to my job, What do I do to help support my family??? I continue everyday to look for that perfect desk job and will allow me to sit more then run around, Unit Clerk? Marketing? Work from Home jobs? I feel like I’ve hit a point where I’m feeling a bit desperate, I love my kids and I love my Husband more then anything but I also loved going to work.

That desperate feeling I mentioned, ya I actually signed up for a few things. None of them paying off of course, all of them needing me to recruit people and not one person is will to join me. So now not only am I a desperate house wife wishing I could work and contribute I’m an internet marketing recruiter that can’t convince people that making easy money is a really thing. Talk about feeling miserable, It really affects your confidence in yourself………oh I forgot to mention Investing. How does one hope to achieve properly investing when by the time your paid the bills and fed everyone you have nothing left to invest with…… I’ve lost my head.

I guess on the to better things, like finding a house that doesn’t cost an arm and leg in rent, preferably a small farm or acreage for my poor dogs can actually be outside with the neighbor calling the cops because they barked at some kid walking by or was it a car I cant remember but really that’s another story for another day.



I'm a Wife and Mother of 5 children, I've never done anything great that would make me stand out and even if i had I would hide from the attention. I love to try new things ie; cooking, baking, macrame and D.I.Y. And new to the list is quilting. I love starting projects and seeing the outcomes unfold in front of me.

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